lilappleblossom

It was pissing me off, 51% happy with my life. HA! I was such a little emo kid.

count your numbers and multiply by three. Then title this journal "My life is ___% happy." [:star:] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend. [:star:] You have your own room. [:star:] You own a cell phone. [] You have an iPod/ mp3 player. [] Your parents are still married. [] You have more than 2 best friends. [ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard. T 0 T A L: 3 [:star:] You dress how you want to. [:star:] You hang out with friends more than once a week. [:star:] There is a computer/ laptop in your room. [:star:] You have never been beaten up. [] You never cry more than twice a month. [:star:] You are allowed to listen to the mus

...when you don't want to be where you are? Seriously, I can't take it in my house anymore! It's all about fucking money here, I hate it! If you're not making money you aren't worth shit to anyone! What the hell am I supposed to do with such a shitty job market. I'm getting unnecessary pressure put on me because 1. I can't find a steady job, even though I've been looking and putting in applications constantly. 2. My financial aid money from college hasn't come in yet...AND THEY'RE YELLING AT ME FOR IT!!! WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?! Do I run, own or control the schools' funding? NO I FUCKING DON'T! Why is it my fucking fault? I'm not lazy, I'm